Why do I feel like

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 — 1 comment(s)


this?

I want to feel peace and tranquility. Happiness and positivity. But when I come back from everything and sit alone at the end of the day, I feel like I have to 'SIGHHHHHH'- for whatever reason. You know what I mean?

Ok so I suck at writing things without making them freaking oblivious but I'm gonna try anyway.

I feel like I have so much anger in me. And sometimes my anger blows up to a point where I can't even breathe. A lot of the times it's simple unnecessary things that bother me but I've had this anger issue probably from years back when someone retarded did something to me and I can remember this event crispy clear from head to toe, inside out, backwards and forwards. I just have a huge disgust when it comes to people lacking of COMMON SENSE. C'mon people. Is this concept THAT hard to understand?

Ok fine. I looked up the term 눈치on a korean dictionary and it spit out 'common sense'. Is that right? I feel like COMMON SENSE just doesn't quite grasp the point across I'm trying to make.
Anyway.

Just another day of feeling frustrated and beaten.

I'm the egg beater, YOU'RE the egg
& I want to BEAT YOU UP!

-jl